Clatter and Mess....

   Hi! I haven't been able to compose blogs around this blogging site :) I guess you could say I'm not really much of a blogger. But reading some of a friend's blog made me think of blogging again. Well, I have quite a few news. I move out of my parents house and I am visiting to get all of my stuffs.I've looked under mine and my sister's bed, the drawers, the closets and the boxes. And pretty much every corner of our room. It was very clean when I got here, but now everything is everywhere. It is quite a mess for now, okay A LOT  of mess for now.
   In the process of finding all of the stuff that I had accumulated, I found my important notes, my journal, my drawings although not as good as a 6 year old's drawing, my souvenirs, remembrance, my theocratic parts, my pictures and all of the sorts. It's amusing how you had no idea on the amount of things you have till you actually dig in under your bed! But I just have so many notes hidden under my bed that it is really not rational to bring them along with me, neither do I have the courage to just throw them away. Wondering why I am writing about this? Well, it's because I thought, I could type them all here online, that way I can reread them whenever I want without the burden of carrying them around. Yes, I know the risks, so I am not going to put  too personal notes in here.
   I hope my english isn't that horrible for you guys to understand, pardon my mistakes. 

I am still alive and I am still breathing

The head title said it all. I'm still here just so you guys know. I'm still doing my thing to improve the quality of life both emotionally and spiritually.

Guess what?? I've got a job! And guess what again? It is one of the things that is keeping me busy now-a-days. Notice, 'one' of the things.. I have a lot of things going on in my life right now beside having a job. I've been working on making my spirituality strong, sharing my time more in the field ministry(which I signed-up as continuos auxiliary). That being said, I am much closer with my current congregation,(atleast the RPs).

Being busy helps you to cope with a lot of distress. Specially during winter time, when the snow is falling and staying on the ground, when it is cold and the sun keeps on hiding, and when days are dreary and gloomy. So,, these are my reasons why I can't keep up my blogs for the past few months, as well as me not having any idea on what to write on. Which is probably has the most part on why I wasn't composing blogs. :-)

Anyways, let us wait and see if I can have the leisure time to accompany my blogger site for the next month or so. But I assure you it won't be my priority, there are more important things in life than this-if you know what I mean-. ;-)

Until then. . . . . <3

Neutron Scarcity

     People expects you to be a constant blogger- or should I say, I perceived people who created an account here to be great writer. What I meant by 'great' is over the top, very good in writing, could compose poems and could  definitely describe (things, feelings, events, situations or etc.) in depths, which would sometimes make it more complicated but absolutely powerful.
   
     But it turns out that you don't need to be 'great' at writing nor be above average with vocabulary words. People have been using this site either for business or just to burst out their emotions to make them feel better.
    
    I am not much of a blogger. I compose paragraphs just whenever thought comes to mind- which normally doesn't happen at all. ☺